I am 23 and blessed with a cute and energetic baby boy. He is the most important person in my life. I will do anything for him, whatever it takes; even my pride and dignity. I just want to say these to all of you ..
You may think that I’m a slutty woman who still hang out with your husband now though we all know that you are living together. This was all your fault, if you had never pushed your husband away, he will not seek some love and attention from another girl (me).
Wala ako sa eksena kung bakit kayo naghiwalay nung una. Before na nalaman mo na she has a girlfriend (me), you don’t even bother na ayusin yung problema n’yo. At pinapakita mo pa sa kanya na masaya ka kahit wala siya.
Pero anong nangyari??After na nalaman mo nalang na buntis na ako, ayun, bigla ka na lang umeksena na babawiin mo na kung ano talaga ang sa ‘yo?? And then sinabi mo pa na you will end your life kapag hindi siya bumalik sa inyo (you don’t even consider na may anak kayo at babae pa siya).
Ngayon, nasa inyo na siya, masaya ka ba?? Kahit alam mo na nagkikita pa rin kami??
The Husband and also the Father of my son
You know what?? Sobrang sakit nung nalaman ko na kayo na pala ulit. After two months tsaka ko lang nalaman after niya magpost sa fb na buntis din siya(nakalink sa wall moh). Six(6) months pa lang akong buntis nun, you didn’t even consider me sa mga plano na ginawa mo. Kaya pala bigla na lang ay nag-iba ka. Umamin ka na lang kung kailan nalaman ko na at durog na durog na ang puso at kaluluwa ko dahil sa hiya at panloloko mo. Sinabi mo sa akin na kayahindi mo sinabi sa akin ang tungkol sa pagbalik mo sa kanya ay dahil sa “MAHAL MO AKO AT DI MO AKO KAYANG MAKITA NA NASASAKTAN AT AYAW MO NA MAGHIWALAY TAYO”.
“MAYBE, YOU JUST MAKE IT WORST!!! Sobrang galit na galit ako sa iyo nun.
But that was a year ago. You know I love you and our son so much, more than I loved myself and I can make myself OK in front of you, just to make things OK between you and me:) Thanks for the effort and tries for being a good father for him and I love you more for that.
To MY SELF
You can do it.
Negative vibes out positive in.
You may be in the middle of the dark place now, but don’t forget that GOD is always there, he never never leave you alone:)
To MY SON
Maybe I can’t give you a perfect family, but I am sure that MY LOVE FOR YOU IS MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE.
I MAY NOT ALWAYS BE THERE AT YOUR SIDE (mommy need to work), but I pray to our beloved GOD to take care of you and watch you always.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ,SON.
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