I knew we were too good to be true.
No words could describe how happy I was that I am yours and that you are mine. Now, a thousand words are still not enough to explain the pain that I am feeling.
I am hurting.
No amount of alcohol could drown the heart and make it all go away. They say that crying is healthy. I tried. I cried for a couple of nights. But that only made the pain go deeper within me, Every night I feel the pain as if it was the same pain that I felt that night.
It was unbearable.
Nobody knows how much I wanted to disappear hoping that it would make everything vanish as well. Nobody knows how hard it is to believe and hold on to something for quite a long time then it would all be ruined in one night. I know I have been good. Or at least compared to the people around me. I don’t know why this had to happen.
I was good.
I was good because of love.
April 4, 2012 2:22pm
author: Janel Mamorno