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Underneath A Girl’s Love

About monettecalugay

A budding writer who simply wants to share my thoughts and send a message across. I also love to write poetry. You can visit my facebook page to view my poems. http://www.facebook.com/mariamoninadioquinocalugay I would be very glad to read your comments for my works because I believe that my improvement as a writer/blogger lies on the reactions of my readers to my articles. Thank you and happy reading!

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Sometimes I think if I am still sane. But who is when one’s in love?

I am not blind to see how things are going around you. Your womanizing, your flirting with someone else, your sweet talking of other women. But I prefer not to mind it at all. Well, maybe it’s more apt to say that I am trying to convince myself not to mind it at all.

Some things I learned in this relationship is to have more patience and be more understanding, things I didn’t have before. I admit I’m that kind of strong-headed woman, decisive and proud. But I am trying to change my ways and that is because I want to make this bond work. I’d go to the extremes just to keep this relationship and hold on to it until I can.

Go on. Just do the things you please to do. As long as I can tolerate them, I will just be here, lurking in the shadows and watching you enjoy yourself. I would not in any way fret about it as I am very much assured of my place with you. There are many others, but I sure shine among them.

I believe you because I love you. Just remember that all things come to an end. There is no such thing as unlimited. That’s baloney!

I may one day get tired of understanding you. I may one day lose my patience. I may one day realize how you are taking me for granted. I may one day be hit by a rock and wake me up to the reality that I am the only one trying to make this work. I may just open my mind, eyes and ears one day and see what really is happening.

On that note, let me inform you that I may have to leave even without asking you. I would not ask you to let us talk it over. I would no longer ask you to let me go. I would just walk away from you and never look your way again for fear that I couldn’t take that one step to move out.

I’ll never regret that I met you. What I would regret is the time I spent holding on to you when I could have used it for other worthwhile things. I don’t know how would you feel when I’m gone. But still, I would wish for you happiness, peace and contentment.

As of the moment, let us enjoy what we’re having. Make as much memories to keep and cherish. Enjoy each others company and savor the romantic moments, the fun, the joy and the happiness that is brought about by our simply being in each others arms. There will be so much to remember when the time comes that we’d have to part.

And when we do, the cliche goes:

“You’ll only know the importance of someone or something when you lose them and you can never get them back. One day, when I am gone, that’s when you’ll realize how much I was there for you.

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    I couldn’t agree more. Same sentiments. Although I don’t believe the other is womanizing, just that I think the way you feel is the way I do. Strong words out there, but it seems like a dying candle to me. God bless!

    • monettecalugay

      Thank you, Smiley. 🙂 The “womanizing part,” I think it’s called woman’s intuition. Lolz! Thanks for reading. God bless too. 🙂