To My Future Half
Dear Future Half,
This is my first letter to you, I never really think of writing a letter since it will cause an increase in my hopeless romantic level and maybe it will explode my heart because of the intensity of waiting for you. But I can’t help it. This letter has always been a good output to waste my time and the best reliever to my emptiness.
I really don’t have an idea who you are that’s why I want to call you Mr. Blank…Blank since in my mind I can see you as an empty book. A plain white page, where the writer had no idea how to define you. And the writer would be ME…I have no idea how we will meet; I don’t have an idea if you’re just a neighborhood or just a stranger who will try to contact me when you first see me. (That would be sweet… :). But I know you’re just out there also waiting for me.
There are so many things I want to tell you, just any other women do. Mr. Blank I want to share my dreams with you, I want you to trust me and never let go. It’s so exciting that I haven’t met you and never started writing our love story yet, I’m so damn thinking about you on a daily basis..Lol.. This is just me… You have to accept it…
I just don’t have a clue who are you, but if right now your heart is breaking, just hang in there…Or if someone you love rejects you, please hang on for me, because one day, we’re gonna meet and fall in love, please believe that day would happen .Were one day, we will utter our sweetest “I do” and you’ll be the BEST CHOICE I’ve ever made. You’r e the man I choose to be the father of my kids, one boy who would look like you and a girl who have my nose and my eyes . When you’re going to work, I’ll promise that I will be the last person you see and also when you come back home I will be waiting at the door, smiling while waiting at you. And if there are some obstacles we will face, please don’t let me fight alone :), neither of us will ever be the perfect couple but we can strive to please God and to do his will. I want to be your wife and I want you to be my husband.
I long for the day when God reveals you to me, my lover, my best friend and the person who will write with me to finish the book, to fill the empty pages of that plain book. I pray for you daily, that He will bless you, that He will use you in a great and mighty way. I pray for our future together.
I’m nowhere near the woman God has called me to be. I have major sins and major faults that I need to take care of. I don’t think I’m ready for you yet. But I am waiting for you and I am holding on to my romantic, albeit naive heart, knowing I will give it to you one day, fully trusting you to keep it safe.
So, future husband, I hope this letter makes a difference to you. I really do exist. Please wait for me. I am waiting for you.
Your future wife