A Mistress Life…
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Know what a broken destiny is?
It’s when two people love each other but
For some reasons they can’t be together.
It may be because of it’s a forbidden love..
That’s broken destiny…
…..loving someone who can never be yours..
This was the message sent to her by a friend thru text. She sighed. She wanted to just shrug it off and continue writing, but her thoughts were no longer apt to what she’s doing. Memories she tried to bury came back. It was just last night when they had a heart to heart talk. Now its clearer, her questions finally answered.
Four months ago, somebody played a trick on both of them. Exchanged their numbers and there it all started. He would call each night, they would talk for hours until they both realized it’s already day time. They enjoyed each others chit-chat , being from the same place, they met..she’s astonished. He’s the man she’s had a crush on ever since she was young…..
He is older…..married…..she’s younger……alone
That didn’t stop them from communicating. It deepened …becoming more intimate…then it happened one night..he called and told her he wanted so much to be with her. Before she knew it, she said yes and they met..they made love…he’s an expert lover..he maybe older in age but he’s body is not. His kisses melt her, his touch made her crave for more…and as their bodies unite..he brought her to ecstasy…shattering her reason to say no…begging for more…answering her needs…her wants …and when the heat subsided…he’s there assuring, reassuring…everything will be fine..
As they parted ways..she never heard from him. She felt guilty..used and hurt…she decided to forget him…add to experiences….part of life’s ups and downs..
But then he came back, she accepted him, because ever since, she knew the situation…then it happened again..the second time…he’s more loving than ever…he let her feel so loved..as if she’s the only one in his life…all the faults forgotten…as their bodies moved..filling the needs, yearning for more..they reached the heights shouting endearments at the verge of pleasure they just both shared.
Then she lost her again..no text…yet they see each other…it hurt her seeing him as if they are just two acquaintances who greet each other morning ma’m …answered by good morning sir….they never talked..his duty changed from night shift to-day shift…they never had the chance for each other anymore…..seeing him with his wife…..whew …it hurt her…but she just looked and looked and looked until she sees them no more…she knew the rule of illicit affairs….wives comes first…feeling hurt…yet loving him….she went back to her daily routine….she must live a normal life…she has to…
Then one night ..as she was doing her take home work ….her phone’s message alert disturbed her…
“hi …I’m back to-night shift..” he texted.
It was him. Her heart beat fast.
“ok”, her short reply
“I missed you”, came another text.
“likewise” she answered him.
“I want to see you again”..
She stopped what she’s doing…right then and there, she wanted to say yes…she’s torn between rushing to his arms, forgetting everything and thinking about the aftermath of another wrong decision. A breath of exasperation escaped her..and before she could typed something foolish…
“Sorry… I cant…and sent it to him without second thoughts…
But again he continued texting..with his jokes…his antics which before caused her to fall for him…The feeling resurrected..it is as if she remembered how it was to be with him…his touch..his kisses..she longed for it…but as she stood firm….
No it will not happen again.
The next day..he texted again..this time with a firmer tone…he wanted to be with her…same time..same place…its been so long since she last touch him…every time she saw him from a distance she felt like running to him…hugging him..kissing him…to beg him to do it one more time..yet she cant….now she’s been given another chance…is it a yes or a no…
She didn’t reply…then he called …her reason were lost as she heard herself say yes …and there at the darkness of the night..she went to the place of their rendezvous ..she saw his shadow at the darker spot where he waited for her ..then without speaking he started the motorcycle and she rode with him..she hid her face with the hood of her jacket…
“Embrace me” he said as he drove his motorcycle leading to the familiar road..to the place where they both can be free…and as the gates opened..she know he conquered her whole being again…he held her hand as they walk to the stairs going to the nest of infidelity…as the light shone on them..she saw he’s in uniform…he entered the room..Turned off the bright light with only the television on..she was left to lock the door..it took her minutes’ to walk to the main room ….still in uniform , he enveloped her in a tight embrace..kissed her…as she kissed back … ruled with their bodies and the need to undress..feeling scared because of the gun on his side..she told him ..while kissing..
“Remove that thing…scares me”…with a sweet smile
They parted kissing and removed the hindrances…then met again at the center of the room this time, leaving their inhibitions….only them matters….he fulfilled her needs ….the same thing for her..with only one thing in mind….you will never forget me..the aftermath left them tired yet satiated…he hugged her tight and as they rested…she toyed with his length and in between kisses she told him how she felt …
“I love you”…there it was said…he answered with a kiss and hugged her tight..she felt secured
No talks about the last time…only now matters…then parting time again..they both know they can’t stay till daylight…he’s on duty…she’s afraid to be seen with him.
Her last text….I’m home
His…..I’m at the station.
Nothing followed until last night …he texted…answering questions …why do you left me out after we make love?
Are you guilty?
Then he told her…”Im giving you space..its you …you are always scared..you are scared to be seen with me”.
“I’ve accepted the fact that I’m your mistress ..that whenever you like to have me , I will not deny you, but please don’t leave me hanging on…I feel guilty..why do you do that to me? ” She asked him one more time…
“Because I love you, because being with you ..it felt right …I am older , I should think sanely..but seeing you makes me want for more..your smile melts my heart..your touch makes me lose my mind…your kisses intoxicate me and when I’m with you…I’m at peace..as my body reached the heights of fulfillment..I know it’s wrong …and staying away from you hopes to make it right…but I can’t stay away forever”…came his reply…
“So what now?..she asked
“I love you…I always think after doing it…I may stay away but it’s still us…will always be us no matter what”. I just have to detach myself or I’ll not make it through.”..came his text.
As she close her eyes and sleep…a smile formed in her lips….
I’m loved……she mumbled off to sleep.
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This is a tragic kind of relationship. This is the case of instant gratification, wherein we just think of the moment, and how it can satisfy us. Some women are willing to sacrifice their self esteem for what they call love. But this kind of relationship is usually fleeting if not destructive.
wow,well written…congratulation.you have a potential of being a good write…the story moved me,its sad but its true…
thank you @nan
salamat sa lahat ng comments po. the author of this story simply wants to write….depicts the life of the mistress not to glorify nor condemn….the writer
maybe a product of separation because of such but still doesn’t want to throw stones at them…
I love the way you wrote it, I felt it..right to the bone…keep writing, youre good!
thank you.
napakaraming lalaki sa mundo…kaya di ko maintindihan bakit ma mga babaeng pinipiling maging kabit…they’re so pathetic…
AGREE! Congratulations to the writer. You should try writing a novel.
There are so many reasons aside from Love and Sex–: Power/Political/and MONEY hehehe…
well, IMO, those are just lame excuses…not valid or acceptable reasons…hehehe…
as i read the story the woman is always the loser.you know very well that he is very much a married man.you as a woman shld be the one to avoid temptation.
nice story….