The perfect boyfriend….that i just HAD
the past two months that happened to me would become one of the most treasured chapter of my life..iknow.. and it will always be…
i HAD a perfect boyfriend…
super nice, sooooo sweet…and very much concerned about me…
almost perfect that i want to believe that we could be the one for each other…
i feel so happy and blessed that he was lend to me even for such a short time…
lahat na yata ng kabaitan naranasan ko sa tao na to…
feeling ko nga na a abuse ko na sya….and i became spoiled…
he’s more than just a boyfriend….
he’s my confidante,best friend, idate honey, playmate,nurse,he even became my pillow, alarm clock, pampatulog,stress reliever,vitamins….utusan,yaya,bodyguard,…..lahat lahat na….
kung sa personal life…wala ako maipipintas…
ambait na anak, graduate ng college, may pangarap sa buhay….
tumutulong sa parent nia sa small business nila…
wala na nga siguro ako mahihiling pa…
sabi ko sa sarili ko….iingatan ko kung anong meron kami ng tao na to…
but i cant go on with my life if i know that im doing something that’s not right….
hindi pwedeng mabuhay ako sa mali…at maging masaya pa sa paggawa nito….
i broke up with him just last night without any complete explanation kung bakit…
without even saying or giving any warning about what may happen…
its llike youre sitting comfortably and contentedly in a couch… and then you just saw just in the nick of time na may bumangga pala sa couch mo…
and then you just realized…nahulog ka na pala.. broken ka na pala….
i know he’s really mad at me till now….
i cant blame him.. its my fault…
ako tong laging nagpapasaway sa kanya at nag o offer ng break up…
this time i know he’s already fed up with me….
kaya hindi nia na tinanggihan ung break up…
but no one knows how sad i am right after i told him about the break up…
till now i cant explain how hurt i am…
just have to make a decision..na the best para saming dalawa….
anyways hindi naman ako naging mabait sa kania..
im demanding…tamad..laging nagpapa pilit…laging nang-aaway at lagi din syang napapa away dahil sa kin…makulit,mataray…
physically hindi din ako maganda..not even pretty enough para ipagmalaki niya..
i can only tell him i love him when there’s a few people around us, and i know that i dont have enough courage to fight for him…
that’s why i have to set him free cause
i believe there’s someone that’s better than me for him
someone who can tell ev’ryone that she loves him…who has no attitude..who looks a lot better thn me..and will have courage to fight for his love till the end…
but me…I CANNOT DO THAT….T_T
HOW I WISH I CAN HAVE HIM BACK…
i miss that particular day we’re together
i miss the way he held my hand while making the back of my hand touch his face..
i miss how he tried to make me sleep by holding my hand and placing my bangs on one side so that it wont cover my eyes..
i miss the way he stares at me like there’s nothing else to look t
i miss his kindness
missed the times he always reminds me not to forget my jacket or umbrella before going to work so that i wont feel cold..
i miss the nights he wait for me to get to work before he goes to sleep eventhough im on midnight shift..
i will always miss the “GL HON!” and “ILYs” that we said to each other..bet i wont be able to tell it to anyone but him..
ill miss playmate in idate…
definitely miss those little jokes weve shared..
I MISS EV’RYTHING HE DID TO MAKE ME FEEL IMPORTANT AND LOVED..
most of all..
I MISS HIM..
I MISS EV’RYTHING ABOUT HIM..
I LOVE HIM AND WILL ALWAYS BE..THERE’S NO DOUBT ABOUT THAT..THAT CERTAIN THING WONT CHANGE WHATEVER HAPPENS..T_T
hope he can read evrything from start till the end…
I STLL LOVE YOU…THAT WILL NEVER EVER CHANGE…
hope youll understand why i did that…i can only offer you now but not forever…
call me selfish or anything pero we both know i have to do this sooner or later…
GL NA LANG LAGI HONEY…
ILY….GOOD BYE HONEY…T_T
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ewan ko ba bakit ganyan ang minded ng isang mahinang partner.. pero infact it adds sa personality to be matured and to know the truth at the end of everything, marerealize ang mga panghihinayang pero it’s always a lesson to learn sa buhay natin. Ganyan din ang kakahiwalayang moment namin ng past BF ko, lage nya sinasabi hindi sya deserving kc mas mataas pinag-aralan ko at hindi nya natapos college, kc mas professional kesa sa attitude nya.. i think it’s not that way kung both love each other. Sana look forward na maging deeper at stronger pa ang bonding kasi parehas naman accepted ninyo ang isa’t-isa, need lang to grow mature emotionally at mentally nung partner na feel undeserved ang sarili nila. Blessing in disguise pa nga yun kc Lord gave you the person to be better than yourself since dun naman tayo patungo while growing old.
Now, just think sa mga lesson you learned from him and if ever you have a chance na mag-usap kayo, pray for everything at sana malinawan ang medyo magulong isip at insecurities na dinadala. If everything is alright then to both of you, it will be a bright future but be MATURED sa pagpasok sa relasyon. Both have you the feelings na nasasaktan kaya be careful and guided humbly with respect. Don’t just think of yourself, think of both. Hope naka-help. Salamat.
wala ka na tuloy tagahawi nang bangs…ayan…but then again, you’re the one who let him go..so move on…
Hmmmnnn.:)
Nice blog…soo inspiring ….the best love letter I’ve read…creative as always..I’m a fan!!
thanks sooo much! ur my first fan ever! ^_^…
tanga amp! hahaha… u think youre not fit for him? why not change youre perspective and improve yourself?
lam mo gurl,treasure what u have now.u cannot find anybody like him.think deeper.bakit mo nga ba feel na hiwalayan sya eh wala namang mali sa relationship nyo, as what youve said.bakit nga ba?because youre insecure.sa kwento mo,its clear that youre insecure.gurl,try to be positive,and all positive things will happen to you.even ur bf will feel positive.think beautiful,feel beautiful, coz you are beautiful.why did he love you in the first place if youre not?think gurl.exchange love with more love.
This is definitely bullshit. Alam mo.. hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako na iniwan mo yung boyfriend mo dahil alam mong di ka deserving o maiinis ako sayo dahil sadyang may mga taong tulad niyo na mangiiwan sa ere. Alam mo kasi, I think I know where you’re coming from. I hate to tell this but you’re just like my ex-bf.. such an asshole by the way. I don’t really wanna judge you.. and i’m sorry if you feel that way. But I just wanted to share my opinion about people like you. I don’t understand how can you say that you love the person so much, na hindi mo na kayang mahalin ng ganun o higit pa ang iba.. pero kaya mo siyang iwan. I would definitely understand if your reason would be something so heavy na you’ll be doing this in the name of love.. like you’re sick and freakin’ dying (KNOCK ON WOOD). But what the f*ck.. your reason is just barely a sign of immaturity.. actually PAG-IINARTE lang yan eh. Akala mo ba nasa movie ka? Ano to? One More Chance drama? Tangina niyo lang. Mag- One More Chance kayo mag-isa niyo! Wag kayong mandamay. Pero thanks girl, pinakita mo ang pagka-inutil mo. Sigurado marami ng tanga ang tatalino sa ginawa mo. Marami narin mga bulag sa pagibig ang makakakita. Masakit ba pakinggan? wag kang magalit sakin.. cos I know how heavy your boyfriend feels.. na iwanan ka nlng sa ere pagkatapos mong maging totoo at wala kang ginawa kundi magmahal ng lubos. Sana kasi kung alam mong ganyan ka.. kung mahal mo talaga, please naman.. try to put an effort to change yourself. Eh kilalang-kilala mo naman pala sarili mo eh, db? And don’t you ever put “leaving” as an option. Be responsible enough with your commitments. Hindi naman kami laruan lang na pag sawa ka na itatapon mo nlng. O ano, tapos iiyak-iyak ka ngayon? Joke ba to??? Kasi alam mo, nakakatawa ka. Kung nasasaktan ka ngayon sa mga sinasabi ko.. wala pa yan.. kagat lang ng langgam to. Mukang matigas naman ang puso mo eh, db? Sabihin mo sa boyfriend mo.. ang swerte niya.. sobrang swerte niya na iniwan mo na siya. Dapat nga magtatalon siya sa tuwa.. cos you never deserve even a piece of him. You could have grown together, but you chose to grow by yourself. I can’t blame you for that. That’s what you want. If that makes you happier, well then, goodluck. In the end naman, even if you stayed, both of you will still split up.. just for a different reason. Kasi ako alam mo ginawa ko? We broke up, yes, for the same reason.. actually, NO REASON at all. Just like you. And after that, I still sticked with him, cos I really love him.. even just as friends. Actually, we were bestfriends.. And in the end, I ended up stupid. SOBRANG TANGA. na nasasaktan ako hindi dahil sa iniwan niya ko para sa iba.. pero dahil sa sobrang katangahan ko. tangina lang. So kayo rin.. mabuti na nga na iniwan mo na siya bago pa nagka-third party. Suggestion lang, kung gusto mo bumili ka muna ng aso.. baka sakaling yun matutunan mong ipaglaban at di iwan. Sana girl, next time na makipagboyfriend ka.. please naman.. matuto ka naman na ipaglaban siya. Ipagpalagay mo nlng sarili mo sa boyfriend mo.. ano bang mararamdaman mo pag ikaw nasa lagay niya? na hindi ka pala kayang ipaglaban ng mahal mo.. wala, nandyan na eh, dumating na, pinakawalan mo pa. I’m telling you, hindi ka na makakahanap ng tulad niya.. alam kong alam mo yan. Dahil baka siya mismo, magbago na. Pasensya na kung may mga nasabi akong masasakit na bagay.. pero.. I just wanted to voice out in behalf of you ex. If he can’t say that right in front of your effin’ face.. then i’m here to tell you the real deal. Goodluck.
So nice that your able to share and reflect on your relationships. They are ever growing and ever changing and require that both partners invest and reinvest in them. Thanks again for sharing your inner most feeling.
thanks soo much, john! im very happy that you appreciate the story… youre one of the few people who understood the girl on the letter.. thanks! ^_^
So nice that your able to share and reflect on your relationships. They are ever growing and ever changing and require that both partners invest and reinvest in them. Thanks again for sharing your inner most feeling.
i love you goodbye
i love you goodbye
First off… there’s no such thing as perfect. That’s one mistake. Second…I think u didn’t love him as much as u know he deserves so u were too weak. And you’re right! You didn’t deserve him. So get over ur emotions. U did it to ur self.
First off… there’s no such thing as perfect. That’s one mistake. Second…I think u didn’t love him as much as u know he deserves so u were too weak. And you’re right! You didn’t deserve him. So get over ur emotions. U did it to ur self.
hahaha!
hahaha!
Wow. Really???
Wow. Really???
mali ang kanyang rason…. pareho xa ng friend ko… ewan ko sainyo.. kayo lang gumagawa ng sarili nyong kalungkutan… tsk.
mali ang kanyang rason…. pareho xa ng friend ko… ewan ko sainyo.. kayo lang gumagawa ng sarili nyong kalungkutan… tsk.
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